aw darn.. school has started yet again!!!!! ::sniff:: anyways a few weeks ago i went back to anaheim to visit... and must i say i had a great time!! i'm really gonna miss aimee and nikkie and kristen!!!! AAHHH this is what we did..

[[thursday]]= went to DISNEYLAND!! it was so much fun.. so many inside jokes too lol. GOLF BALL!! toilet paper head!! moooooo! HAHAHAHA u guys must think im nuts now! heh. afterwards we went to downtown disney.. we ate at the rainforest cafe which was yummy but hella expensive.. im broke now. yeah.. we went back home at 10 and i slept over at Nikkie's house. We watched THE RING... it was scary!! ::shivers::... then we stayed up til 5 and slept...

{{ FrIdAY }} at 9 we woke up and walked to the donut shop.. *sigh* memories... i will always remember the trips to D's Donuts... then we walked to the park and went on the trail... MEMORIES! i remember in 7th grade we went there ALL THE TIME! like almost every weekend.. *ahhahah* then at 12 we went back home and every1 except me and nikkie (well no duh) left. nikkie and I played final fantasy which brings back good memories too.. at 1:00 we walked to starbucks and subway and ate lunch there..... then at 3 nik's mom came home and we all went to the newport beach... and it was so much fun!!!!!!! AHH it was sooo much fun.. we went shoppin and it was the perfect weather too!!! lol~ at night time we ate at Pat and Oscar's... this really kute and yummy restaurant... =) and yeaaaa then my mom picked me up at 9:30 and i went home.. *sigh*

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well i got my new schedule ... and it's pretty close to my old one.. except instead of vball i have BOWLING sooo YAY!!!!! hahaa neways byebye i gtg...

just came back from emily's party.. it was ... wild..

a lotta people came, especially some peeps i didn't exactly know. I came early to help her prepare (jules came as well), and when the guests started to show up, emily just disappeared.. i couldnt find her anywhere.. and so i didnt have a clue who these people were... it was so scary!!! at around 6, the house was crowded with over 30 people i didn't know.. emily was still no where to be found.. and jules and i decided to call the police and tell them to break up the party. that was a good decision because we found out emily was locked in her mom's room on accident, and only the first 10 or so were actually invited.. SOMEONE (not naming names) invited one of her popular friends who called a LOT of people and told them to party.. so that was good.. the house was kinda damaged, but not like u see in movies or tv shows.. just food all over and the sofa was stained with cranberry juice we couldn't get off... poor emily... her party was ruined..

except wats better was after we celebrated it.. after the party we helped clean up, and it only took about 30 minutes.. it was already like 8:30 by the time we were finished. then me, jules, marissa, patrick and ryan all went to TGI friday's and celebrated emily's position on the track team.. god she's fast.. a mile in 5:39!! and she's TINY... really skinny and short..

tgi's was awesome though. i ate a lot cuz i was starving, but now i need to go on a diet cuz i gained like three pounds.. hahaha.. ryan told me that i dont need a diet (just like a few min ago) and that i looked fine.. :: i'm soo curious about my crusher.. i really hope it's him..... i think it is.. i mean who else would send me these anonymous letters??

<33 ren

P.S. Julie and i are so tired right now but we're gonna stay up and watch the league of extraordinary gentlemen...... i hope its good! it has shane west! mmm ...LOL

pps. im thinkin of going back to anaheim before break ends... to see my family and maybe my old friends. i miss aimee and nikkie like crazy!!

Hey! Omg, I haven't updated since forever... ANYWAYS just to tell you what happened. I convinced my mom to let me stay here at WR. At first my mom wasn't sure about everything so she said that I can't. But then we talked to Jule's parents and she said i can stay here whenever i'd like.. omg i luv u jules! julie hartford and i have been best friends since i moved here... and i'm really glad i know her cuz she's seriously the best friend i've ever had... i can tell her anything, like all my personal secrets (i told her i liked ryan when i told nobody else), and she tells me all hers (well, at least i THINK so..) anyways.. shes really a blast to live with, she's like my sister.. we share a room in her house, which is HUGE btw.. she has her own tennis court, for goodness sake. it's really fun living with her.. we havent gotten in a fight yet, though! what's wrong!? we should be .. sisters fight all the time, don't they? he he.

well, i kno for sure i'm totally crushing on ryan.. iono why.. its just his overall personality. he's always so nice to me, he's such a sweetie.. and i seriously like him soo much its hard to explain.. not only is he a gentleman, but he's my best guy friend.. and i KNOW im taking a huge risk liking him, but i can't help it.. everytime i see him.. i feel so weak in my knees.. and my heart feels like its melting.. and ITS JUST SO WEIRD!! Can I possibly be in love?? I don't think this is love... but a major crush..

speaking of crushes, i got a note from an anonymous guy! (i hope he's a guy..) lol. i'm not sure if it's a joke or not, but i'm kinda hoping it's one, unless it's ryan of course=) well anyways.. this is what it says:

"Dear Ren,

guess who?! Pikachu! just kidding. You probably get tons of these anonymous stalkers.. cuz you're so beautiful. I hope you know who this is. You're the smartest, funniest, prettiest girl I know.. and I wish you'd be my girlfriend

Love, ? "

that's just freaky!! i hope it's ryan.. o i hope it is....AHHH!! im crazy.. hehee... i wonder who likes me... sometimes i get all cold when i read that note, cuz theres someone thinkin about me out there and i have practically NO idea who it is.. but other times i feel good and loved...

<333

REN

*p.s. - jules and i are having the best time painting eachother's nails and watching chick flicks.. hahahaha its so much fun.. i love jules to death!! *

Hey!! I'm updating again!! My computer caught a virus (from a e-mail..GRR), so my mom and dad had to fix it and all.. *sigh* life's confusing..

My mom said we're moving in one more month. That's exactly after the Homecoming Dance. Ryan asked me on Friday!! Just when he did, I have to move!! Ugh.. and I've been elected Co-Captain of the team!! We won 4 to 15 yesterday to Redwood, but that's cuz they SUCK!! lol..j/k.. anyways.. i'm sad..I'm looking back at all my photos from junior high and my freshman year (at WR high), and I can't believe I'm actually coming back!! But what about all my friends?? I'll miss them too.. I also skimmed through some old letters from my sophmore year at Robin.. and I'm looking at all the pictures I took with my camera at the dances and parties we had.. I'm laughing at the one with me Justin took at my birthday party this year.. ITS SOO FUNNY, cuz i had cake in my mouth and i was surprised and everythin' and then on the back he wrote, "Nice food, Ren"! I'll miss everyone sOOOooOoo much!! Now I'm looking at the picture from last year.. It has the four of us, me, Emily, Krista and Megan, and Ryan, Justin and Pete.. it was last year's Fall Festival.. MEMORIEs.. that's when i started liking Ryan.. Iono how it happened.. but we danced once together and ..... I can't explain it!! Now I really like him and part of me doesn't want to move!!!! *sigh* But I do miss Aimee and Nikkie and everyone back home.. ahhh .......... i'm confused..

Omg.. this last week has been absolutely crazy..

I'll recap everything ..

Monday- just a normal day.. Talked about the homecoming dance.. I really hope you-know-who asks me..lol..

Tuesday- volleyball game.. I'm sooooo happy! I made the varsity team.. The freshmen girls are soo good.. We won 15 to 5! I'm not kidding.. against VINCENT HIGH!!!! After that we went to Taco Bell and hung out while doing homework.. It was kinda funny cuz we stayed til 9:30 and the guy there was like, "Kids.. go home!"

Wednesday- Exam for chem. on "what you already know".. How stupid is that? The questions were semi-easy though.. Also, another vball game, against Fox Bird.. we won again, 15 to 3.. Fox Bird sucks though no offense.. After that I was exhausted.. I still had SOO much hw to do.. I ate dinner and went to my room to do homework.. Then my mom came in and said that we're moving back to Anaheim!! This is a good thing though, because last year we moved here and I missed all my friends.. but this is also a bad thing because of RYAN and all my new friends... but mom said we're moving next quarter and transfering to WR High!

THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHOCKING!!